Happy New Year!
This afternoon I spoke with a Jacksonville based sales lady about cloth diapers. I am really very interested in using them, and after today I have decided that is what I prefer to do, whether or not I can get Paul on board is a completely different story. I had about a 45 min drive back from the 'showroom' aka her house and did a lot of thinking. Not necessarily profound, but thoughts nonetheless.
I really do not like being pregnant. I have not enjoyed it all that much. Maybe I am a horrible person for thinking this since I know a lot of people who have loved every minute of it. Maybe I am a bit jaded since Paul and I werent trying to get pregnant for a year or more. I know that we are lucky to have a seemingly perfectly healthy baby girl growing inside of my rather large belly (in my opinion), and we are very thankful for it. But everything that comes with being pregnant. No thank you! No wonder surrogates make so much money. I know that I have also been lucky to have, up until this point, a relatively easy pregnancy with not a lot of swelling, bloating, etc. I shouldnt complain, I know this. But as much as we are not ready to have this child (because of my procrastination in getting everything ready for her arrival), I so am ready to not be pregnant any more. I want to be able to sweep, to get a pot out from our lower cabinets, to have a beer (!!!), to lie on my stomach..... the list goes on. Thankfully some great friends are throwing me a baby shower this weekend, which I am looking forward to, not only because it will help reduce the amount of stuff Paul and I need to get, but also because its the first time we are really going to celebrate this little girl I have been carrying around for the past 8.5 months. Not that everyone hasnt been over-the-moon excited as it is.
I will post a picture next week, I promise! along with an updated dr report (we go tomorrow morning). Until next time